I wonder if I still misses you at times.

Ugh..My Hands.My Hands.My Hands

Okk..since i'm in my IT right now,should be blogging something about it rite?Actually hor all also stoopid shit la..GOT LEARNED SOMETHING LA.which is...not being so blur during my working time and during that time my mind is at least not fill with emptyness *insects chirping*.Here is my "Daily Duties"


Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday,Friday,Saturday,Sunday(morning before)

• mop floor(2 floors boleh tak!asshole..no wonder my hands like dip in acid stuff edi.)
• put down chairs
• do the mis-en-place
• do the ice machine
• boil hot water
• set up table for stuff
• bring down lunch
• finish eating oredi bring evelibodi plates up.
• polish glasses
• check fridge
• bring down the miso soup
• set up table for customers.

Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday,Friday,Saturday,Sunday(morning after)

• clean glasses
• clean menu
• refill fridge
• clean table
• set up table for dinner
• put candle
• clean toilet.
• clean the bar.

Oh btw,I have like Satuday and Sunday half day off.Then Monday I have whole day off.

Shit all the chemicals,washing,putting on a fake smile and french.ugh.my hands boleh same rank as my grandma edi.see..something is wrong with the pictures of my hands..so will upload later aite.Haiz..somethimes the restaurants is so busy then gotta run up and down to put the dirty dishes which is like 2nd floor.THen when it's like busy..1000 of things are like running through your mind at the same time like you gotta know what table is eating what and should you ask the kitchen to "go" to cook the next dish.ARGH.Nvm..I CAN TAHAN.

Sooo banyak things to remember and if you like forgot or do wrongly,the boss will like say you,then the customers thats like sitting near the bar can hear.SO EMBERASSING.Then next week my senior is going and then I will be left with two new trainees which I had to teach them when my boss say that I gotta improve and not still up to that standard yet.Haiz..I wanna be supervisor leh.DAmn.HIGH HOPES.=/ 

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Taylor Swift - Back to December

I'm so glad you made time to see me

How's life, tell me how's your family

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier then ever

We small talk, work and the weather

Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me

Is still burned in the back of your mind

You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping

Staying up playing back myself leaving

When your birthday passed and I didn't call

And I think about summer, all the beautiful times

I watched you laughing from the passenger side,

Realized I loved you in the fall

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind

You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night,

The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking

Probably mindless dreaming

If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't

So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,

Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night

And I'd go back to December

It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you

Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and

I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and

I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and

I go back to December all the time

MY ROOM MATE FOR 6 MONTHS, MY OTHER BANANA TWIN, SUNFLOWER AND MY SWISS BEST FRIEND

My Dearest Yang..gosh,I can't believe you are celebrating your 19 Birthday here in Swiss actually.I mean,like wow,if I din call you that day and told you I was coming here to study,I wonder where you will be right now.Probably all this is a blessing in disguise la..since all the shit and lucks that I've been through in this new life, at least I can say you were one of my pillar of support and someone who I confine like every detail of my life.I didn't know that we have so much in common.Haha..gotta admit we both did get on a rough patch on the begining and disagreeing with each other now and then.But,man..after all that,we were like so close.Never had I open up to someone so much before.And since back in Malaysia all we do is go school,prefect duty,go class,recess for 20 minutes,then go back class,bell ring,go home then thats it.Same routine the next 4 or 5 days.So true..we been through ALOT friends backstabbing each other,st.john,seniors always picking on us then the next day your the sore loser and beesh,parents and when it comes to heart matters,boys.Well,we got close since coming here right,room mate?Damn,I miss the times with us waking up early like 3am to study for our 1st term in school.Then we got lazier and lazier every term.Sleep like pig then wake up jump into shower then go breakfast then sama-sama go school.

Thanks la Evy,for being here with me for a year and you had a choice to study what you wanted actually.You been one great friend of mine.Macam my own personal twin.Think like me one.Then everytime make me zadao.=.=".Haiz..gonna miss your zadao-ness when your gone!It was really good for me lorh..opening up,taking care of me when I'm sick AND ESPECIALLY when it comes to the matter of the heart,you ARE the best to confine to over a hot cup of chocolate for all seasons.Okok..I dun want to sound like a lesbian edi.I think this blog post kindda ro ma.Anyways,I admire you the most here!German better than me,confidence also,if wanna marah someone..just shoot..unlike me.mousey a little.I will miss you when you're gone in like 2 months.I thought that we still be roomates with angel and raven at the same apartment,go old town walk walk,hang out at football field,H&M shopping,go do "naughty stuff" ;).Haiz,but I understand.Friends come and go but YOU BEESH,YOU,YES YOU,YOU BETTER KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME HOR.IF NOT I KILL YOU WHEN I GO BACK MALAYSIA.I LOVEE YOU TO THE MAX LA.YOU KEEP ME STRONG ENOUGH HERE.

"Damn,we use to hate each other last time.I wonder if I hug her I can get 9 As for SPM?"

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Room 69 <3

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memories in the new apartment.

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my phone's wallpaper!

then after coming back from malaysia.Everlyn Heng become like this.Haiz turning 19.Aiks..i turn to duck,u turn to chimpmunk?!

cute rite???see at least i made a snowman when i visit you.=)

hehe..my army boy.

At The End..and for more to come..

 my long time childhood friend.

First Day of Work!

Well i'm back at work after a long holiday(well i twisted my leg again at work while walking down the stairs)My work starts at 10am to 2.30pm and work again at 5.30pm to 11.00pm.Today was good as I try to give my best after such a long holiday(to let them see i'm not lazy ok.)Oh oh oh!!And today the afternoon shift there was a lot of English speaking customers!So happy.Omg..i think thats the only good thing here.The German side not so many English speaking customers.Hardly I think.Lols..it's good cause since my french is soo teruk,they speak English to me at least got confidence to work lo.Then night shift don't know why all of the sudden..soo high.Aiyah,for awhile only la.heh.Woots!and I got to finish early today at 10.30pm.


Had a good and friendly talk with my room mate.Weird la..her mood changes one anot??Past few days so bitchy to me..at work so nice.Wtheck?I polite with her can anot?

P/s:My Industry Training is now in Lausanne at a restaurant called Ichi-Ban(means No.1 in japanese).Don't really like it here,I still prefer mountain side in swiss.


Ok onli la so far,the thing that i worry about is my blurness,lack of confidence in my menu,taking order in French(i haven't do that yet),AND my guy boss.I think he don't like me le.I think i very mafan to him le..i everytime ting his lu.He wanna walk then I accidentally will block his way.He won't say excusez-moi one,he just push me.Sakit Hati le.Ang moh le..my lady boss punye husband that one.Hopefully,tomorrow will be much better.I now only can remember some French word that can only use in restaurant only.Mati lah.

A Little Late for My New Year Resolution..

New Begining

New Life

Be it Better..A New ME.

My 2011 Resolution:

1)Stay healty.

2)Eat more

3)Get better complexion

4)Save more moolah

5)Work inteligently

6)built up my confidence level

7)call much more back home

8)treat someone better

9)take care of my skin (the wheather here is like assing dry!!!!)

10)spend my money wisely

11)try to not to think about what people think so much.

12)pray harder

13)try not to be emo so much

14)learn french and german better.

15)i miss you..but how to forget you?

I NEED THAT

hopefully.

lovelyn

OMG..HERLOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Hello nation!!

Okok..i'm back after like a longgg break..was kindda busy with emotions,work and love life.Will prolly be updating more k in the few weeks i guess.Anyways..2011,LOVE ME,PLEASE PREETY PLEASE.