Your's eternally.

Sorry for all the late post as always.=(Gah,I'm so not good at this and since my Internet modem broke down, going to the net is kindda hard now.I so clumsy man.Anyways, how are you peeps out there?Mine's been kindda nice in the past weekend as I was back in Luzern on Monday till Tuesday mid-day to visit my bf and we had a great time.All we did was sleeping in,watching tv, watch a horror movie which he recommended and going out on walks.


I suddenly realise that not every guys out there are nice to you and JUST YOU gotta take care of yourself in this world cause you will be the only one standing up for yourself.BUT, I'm happy I have found someone who knows me and is willing to be there for me 24/7.You really been LOADS to get me back after we broke up the first time.You know how to treat me how a guy should treat every girl.You respect me and i am thankful for that.I have never been in a relationship which I can say i feel most secure with.Never did it cross my mind that I could find someone like you here,Sergio Santisteban.You did make an impact in my life here for me.I'm happy that I'm with you.You make me feel secure(thanks for not letting me walk near the road everytime) and thanks for calling me everyday. You're the Best Boyfriend ever.

For Leonie, a Fighter.

Kong Leonie,I don't really know what to say here.I wish i was back in Malaysia to see you face to face.Talk to you, hear everything beside you, lend you my shoulder to cry on and hug you whenever you feel like crying when you are scared of whats going to happend in the future.I know the future is hard and you are trembling in every nerve of yours.As I am writhing this post,I can feel how you are feeling.I may not feel the pain but I know you are very scared.


Leonie sayang, whatever happens WE are here for you always,THE WHOLE GANG.Whenever we are here for you.Don't forget you have people like us to lean your back on and remember those times when we would send letteres to each other in school.I brought it to swiss together with me.Your friends in school,outside,family,us,GOD..will do whatever we can to keep your hopes up and you my girl,YOU CAN FIGHT THIS. I'm sorry I can't be there to hold your hand when you go for those chemo sessions and operations.BUT I AM HERE MENTALLY thinking about your health and how you are everyday.I wanna go back to the times when we go crazy and be all lesbians about everything.Wait for me a few more years okay.I wanna see you,my dear friend,girlfriend and sister in every other way.

ur hair is not black!!

cause i dye it la..=.="
why you smoke?

I wanna know more about this freaking world and me!!grr..hehe.

Can you teleport back to Malaysia right now? I miss you Ling. A lot. :(

awwww..sometimes i wonder where the word teleport come from.cause the word teleport will not exist if it somethings like that doesn't happen.SIAPA INVENTED TELOPORT??I WANT TO TELEPORT TO MALAYSIA TO C MY LEONIE!

i miss you too,kong leonie<3

I wanna know more about this freaking world and me!!grr..hehe.

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i honestly did this because i want you to realize,hold my hand,look me in the eyes and ask me to stay for once.

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EVERYONE ASKS ME WHY I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND, I SAY I DON'T KNOW BUT ITS BECAUSE I AM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE.

thanks for reading my blog without permission.i let you in so much and everytime i let you in,you invaded my privacy and it now makes me take one step.wow, you really had the guts.Yea, I'm going straight back home after everything.I don't wanna put up with shit all over again.

You Are A Blue Leopard.

Today i went to shopping with my Malaysian room mate.1 word.DIE. She was suppose to buy black pants and black shoes for work.BUT..SHE SPEND MORE THAN ME.LIKE $300 MORE THAN ME.LOLS LA WE TWO.It was like totally fun,seriously.In the end we didn't eat lunch and for dinner is instant dinner.I know..macam kaya sangat tapi balik rumah makan instant noodle.HERE IS WHAT I SPEND ON IN JUST ONE DAY.

 my boyfriend birthday and valentine's day pressie!*hopefully can fit le*

macam ni boleh ar?suit him anot??*fingers cross*

my room mate buy.NAVYBOOT HEELS.there was like 50% sale wei.It was like $2**.** somethings la.AND it cost $149.** after that.SO SUPER NICE.

my H&M buys!!!I wanted to like buy the brown one since like last week!

stupiak you know..i spend so much already,still wanna go coop and buy food.TAMAK ME.

splurge at Starbucks some more.Cai Ling Cai Ling~~

AND AT LAST.MY CHINESE NEW YEAR GIFT FOR MYSELF..

My First High Heels!!Super comfy..and it cost $87.50!!

my little babies!Quenie(my room mate) was like buy la..comfy and IT'S THE LAST SIZE LE!I'm now SUPER panjang!

the receipts(except Starbucks)

I spend like $215.55..shittttt.

i will be eating instant noodles for next few weeks.Gonna be botak soon.New hairstyle.Tomolo got work..kthanksbye.instantnoodlemylife.

lovelyn

xoxoxoxo